another week had pass. ya. sian also. im down wif more assignments and drawings.
today amos brought his deck:) yeah yeah. hasnt been playing it for years. hahas. thanks amos. hmm. i think so of my classmates were surprise ba. cos they were surprised that a person like me do skate:) hahas. yes i do. wahahas. did alot of olli just now also. my olli is better than last time lor. last time cannot jump at all lor. today i manage to bring the skateboard up in the air and land perfectly:) hahas. cool right. lols. went home after lesson lor:) sian sian sian....

anyway, saw our VTDS grade today. rather disppointed than contentment. contentment, abit, but, its frustrated to see grades like F and F. felt sad for my classmates. however its not over yet and i believe anyone who listen to wat he said today will do something about it. now its too late to score, so i rather u all do ur work and hand in as soon as possible. we never know wat he is thinking. but it seems like he hated the whole class. alot alot. i can tell that, he would rather be the advisor for 1P01. yes, i respect him alot and i wan to learn alot from him. im not flattering him, but his really good. i know u will read this cher, i hope u can see who is trying their best and who is not. there are some who really try and put in tonnes of effort while some just dun gib a damn. i myself can see who is trying too. so, pls be magnanimous. im just saying how i feel, no hard feeling, if u are not happy about it, im sorry, but this is a personal account and i can write anything cher. i just dun wan to see some of my classmates to quit this course because of this module. hope that, u wont because of this and deduce my marks. everyone do respect u:)

thursday was foo wu birthday:) celebrated his birthday at bugis. hmmm. i met steph and rush down to meet them after sch lor. we met up wif su min then meet the rest and went to eat steamboat at dun know know wat place la. hehes:) cant recall le. ermm. dun know wat da da blah blah steamboat lor. hehes. anyway robin join us after that and we went to had our dinner lor:) after being show to our seats, the girls said they wan to go to the toilet, but i know where they want to go la:) hehes:) while the guys leh, we started taking tonnes of food and put everything inside the soup lor. ohoh. since we can have 2 soup, we decided to have the chicken and tom yam soup:P everyone eat alot la. hahas. the girls came back awhile later. everyone started eating and talking lor. very very fun. no conflict at all lor:) everyone is laughing laughing laughing la. we order 2 to 3 jug of heniken after that too. to tell the true, the beer dun know y taste so so so much nicer than keat hong. really really. maybe is because of the coldness of the taste that makes me felt so ba. the beer is so cold that i couldnt smell it la. very nice. really:) after that, a surprised cake appeared la. and we sang happy birthday song to foo wu:P qiu gib him 2 present and we also gave him too. too bad we cant make him paiseh. we bought a couple pouch for him, and we told him to open it and gib to the person he like, but he dun wan to gib lor. kuku:P nvm. ended the dinner early and headed home lor. cos robin need to be home b4 10 and me, steph and su min also got sch. ya. reach home around 11 plus plus:) hehes:)

i went to work on friday wif everyone la:) hmmm, ah kiam took a 9 days leave because dun know wat happened to him. get well soon tao eh:) so, who take over leh. muahahahas:) jimmy:)
swee man, havoc liao lor. since i was told to do dish out, so i hardly went 5th floor lor. hehes. but i got help abit la. so, it end up having around 6 queenmary left unwash. surprisingly, we never havoc lor. dun know y. maybe got used to ah kiam around ba. took transport home after that lor:)

today i slept almost the whole morning la. slack slack slack slack lor:)
pls help me to stop my procrastination:(

hehes:) our newly wed:P hahas:) so sweet:P

friends always:P solo, choon, foo wu, robin, cheng wei and me:P

birthday boy:) happy birthday:P

random photo:P hahas. both act cool only:P hahas.

this photo was taken at vivo:) very cool right. same hight as solo lor:)

hmmm, so sorry guys, i currently have this few pics from sentosa, will get all the pics from steph asap:)

is manga

this mango ice kachang very nice la. really really. we had this during my didi birthday:)

sorry sorry. i wanted to wait for steph to send me the photo then update de. but it turns out that steph went overseas. neh its ok. will update wif some photo ba.
we went to sentosa on wednesday. met in the morning and took 188 from cck to harbour. had our breakfast cum lunch at the hocker centre wif ah foo zai. after that we purchase our ticket, aboard the bus and headed toward sentosa. after a short discussion we decided to go to PALAWAN BEACH. the beach where the bridge was. the weather was perfect for us. however things turn out unexpectedly. it started to turn cloudy and windy la. very shiok at first. ya. i was singing at that time. but b4 i was going to sing to the chores part, thunder strikes. damn it lor. hahas. it rains anyway, but by then we had already reached the twin tower opposite us. while waiting for the rain to stop, everyone dry themselves up but i didnt lor. hahas. the rain stop eventually and we continue our swim and games. the girls join us too:) oh ya. choon gf nearly drown. she was going up and down lor. at first qiu shouted for help. but we did not reacted fast cos qiu was giving this look that tell us she wan to prank us. but things didnt turn out well so everyone swim toward her lor. i held choon gf and push her towards the shore. by then everyone came to help. close close close escape. but qiu and choon gf doesnt seem to be freak out lor. hahas. anyway we decided to pack up awhile later, bcos steph felt itchy and her face were really red la. after bathing we waited for the girls almost 1h la, so so so long lor. thanks to those peacocks:) they entertain us while we were waiting for the girls. we went to vivo to shop shop abit. then steph, choon gf and i splite up wif the rest:) 3 of us took train while the rest took bus. reached home quite early lor. slept around 12, i guess:)
celebrated my lovely younger brother birthday ytd:) happy birthday didi:) may all ur wishes come true. anyway, my gor, didi and i had lunch at S11. after which they went to swimming while i accompany steph to np to collect something:P accompany her home to collect something after that and she pei me to cck. cos i need to go to cini to meet my gor and didi:) after meeting them wif alice jiejie, we went to this hongkong restaurant to had our dinner. the food are nice la. the mango ice kancang also nice:) hehes. must try. quite cheap also:) we decided to watch the movie "get smart" at 920pm. however, while waiting for time to pass, we spend our time at the aracade. honestly, the aracade suckssssss man. not fun de lor. only the basketball game is fun:P
anyway, we watched the movie after that and took a cab home:) ohya. this movie is really funny, do go and watch no regrets. very very funny.
today leh, do my hpd assg 2. i had completed it le:)
miss my aiai:(

photo will be upload once my aiai is back from batam:)

arghh. one more week to sch reopen le. damn bored. hahas. and im kind of going out almost everyday la. wth man. hahas. anyway. last week didnt went out much i guess:) went out wif my friends on friday to far east, cos steph need to buy something for her concert:) so went shopping lor. after that, we went to take pay and went to peninsular to meet solo and robin:) cos, ya, cannot say:) hehes:) after that we accompany robin and his friends to eat chicken rice:) then went to marina square:) cos qiu wanted to go shopping. but it turn out that most of them went to the arcade:) so qiu, su min and i decided to go to suntec:) we went there to look for nat. hahas. its been a long time and its nice to see her la. hahas. after that we kind of split up wif robin they all and went to westmall to had dinner. met foowu and ah boon around 11 at westmall to watch midnight movies:) hehes.

we watched kung fu panda:P hehes. quite funny la. but to tell the truth, it was my second time watching it le. hahas.

celebrated advance father's day on sat at my grandfather place:) ya:) and i played mahjong:) hahas:) ohohoh. and that day was my first time getting "thirteen one" in mahjong. so cool right. i can say it was very tyco. really really tyco:)

went to steph concert at NP on sun. hmm. de concert not bad la. only the middle part and the encore play is nice:) really:) truly sincerely nice. the beginning is also nice la. cos the music is so so so nice that i fall asleep:P went to keat hong to had our dinner after that. then home:)

ytd also went out. hahas. went to parklane and play pool and arcade wif u guys:P fun fun fun day la:) ah foo zai join us after that wif qiu and steph. kukunehneh, they lie to me that they went to JP:) but im magnanimous:P another fun day la. but i spend quite alot also. trying to proof to foowu and solo that i will catch the mickey. stupid machine. cheat money de. puipui. went to lot1 to had dinner after that:P

today leh. slack slack slack. and im procrastinating again. arghhh. thrusday must start doing all my work le. anyway, we are going to sentosa tml. yeah yeah yeah:) wouldnt it be nice:P will update wif tonnes of pic the next time:)

nice nice nice, i take de leh. 7 ticket:P kungfu panda:P

steph's band concert:P nice:) steph is somewhere in this pic try finding her:P quite blur la. sorry:) she's playing the drum anyway:P





hmm, its been a long time
although im alone
but i still think im not
its unpredictable
stopping wont stop anything
u need to continue walking
to see things around u
anyway
to tell the truth
it
it
its
its

its just a random post:P wahahhahas:P gotcha:P

ya. although im having holiday, but i still dun have the holiday mood.
hais sian.
anyway, went to cut my hair ytd:) but everyone say i like never cut like that lor.
sian.
but never. i will cut even shorter the next time.
hehes:)
after cutting my hair, i played mj wif my bro and his friends, and i lose 17 bucks.
wth man.
sian sian ar.
today leh, went to meet steph to collect the concert ticket then went to sunshin place.
had dinner wif everyone except su min and steph.
cos lewis going for his army soon, so we decided to have a small gathering.
a form of farewell gathering i guess.
come to think of it, my hair will be botak in 3 yrs time. hahas.
who will be the one waiting for me??
hmmm. cant imagine:) hehes:)
tml will be a boring day, hais, pls jio me out my friends:)

cant think cant think.
i dun wan to think. someone pls gib me ur advice:)

ytd was a such a boring day la. wth.

so i decided to go the west mall mac to help ZJ in his drawing.

but it turns out that i didnt help him much la. hahas. oh ya, nessya and elaine was at there too.

both of them so steady lor, help zuojia to do his thumbnail.

hahas. chat wif them and laugh wif them.

in the end, everyone fall asleep except zuojia. hahas.
went home after that to had my dinner and later in the night, i was kind of pissed off lor.
hahas. nth much la.

just dun like it when someone dun listen to wat u said

and dun like it when someone didnt contact u at all:)

neh, come to think of it, im thinking too much. am i? lols

TODAY

i went out wif my bunch of good friends:) a very very fun day.

really:) everything is planned accordingly la. except for a small mistake lor.

today went to town, i was supposed to meet lewis then take bus and meet steph and su min.

but in the end, lewis didnt went wif us cos he overslept.hahas:) its ok de:)

so i went to take 190 and met steph and su min then headed to city hall to meet qiumei. took

tonnes of funny photo in the bus wif steph:) hahas. met qiumei outside the entrance and went to had our breakfast cum lunch at mos burger, cos we were kind of sick of eating BK:) hahas.

qiumei order 15 mussel and it cost 8 dollar plus lor. the mussel is super nice. should try. no regrets. hahas. awhile later, foo wu, solo and choon came. we finish everything quickly and accompany them to take pay. yes, steph started to shuffle while waiting for the rest to collect their pay. but i can shuffle better than her. wahahas:P lalas:) headed to penisular cos choon and solo and sumin wanted to put. yupyup. so, blah blah blah. ( private content) hehes:)

after putting, qiu, solo and peh went to work, lewis and choon went home. while steph sumin and i went to bugis. yeahyeah. went there to shop. hmm. steph bought 2 dress and one scaf:) and i bought a top for myself. hehes. tml going to help steph to buy another one. lols.

soon, we went to meet steph's mum. kind of scared at first, but it turn out that her mum is so funny la. very nice person. hahas:) followed aunty to buy a shirt for her friend daughter, and went around looking lor. went to eat sake sushi la. but aunty treated us. so paiseh lor:( thanks aunty. hahas. then took a cab to a hotel cos steph mum wan to collect something from her friend, i think:) then went to another place to pass something to another friend, then go home:) aunty fetch me home first lor. so paiseh. ( aunty didnt drive hor, is the cab fetch de, dun get the wrong idea) wahahas:)

so loving right, so envy right. hahas. so nice to see sweet couple in the bus. hahas:P

photo taken at mos burger:) qiu drank milktea lor. very nice la. hahas. should try:P

guess guess guess guess:) guess wat place is this:)

yup, yup:) this were the food we ate, quite little right:) hahas. but very full lor.

there were more photo but the rest not so nice, so didnt post:P sorry ar:) oh ya, aunty gib me a piece of advice. she said, if i really love the person, i must be rich and cannot make her suffer. yes. very true and i will work hard. thanks aunty for the dinner and the free ride home:P

hmmm, i dun know dun know dun know dun know dun know dun know..........

sorry seems to be the hardest word.

so sorry guys.
didnt have time to update. wahahas:)
hmmm. where should i start wors.
okok.
firstly, YEAHHHHHHHH!!!!!
my common test is over:):) yes man:)
can sleep like a pig tml le. hehes.
neh, i had 2 papers nia. but very stressful ( not as stressful as aiai, sayang sayang)
my papers were EG1 and ENGMEC.
EG1 is simple and straight forward la.
but i didnt check and just went to sleep after i had complete the paper.
so confident right, but i think im over confident, Ppfft.
today i had my second and final paper, engmec.
quite difficult to understand at first, but the more u practise the more u will get familiarize wif.
very chim de lor.
need to do things like, resolve Fx and Fy, find the resultant, find its moment, find wat tension la.
chim right:) hahas:)
after paper, went to canteen 4 to eat wif my classmate then went to PDI studio to finish up my drawings.
mark wan us to hand in today, so we bo bian must do la.
actually is not a must la, but i prefer handing my work on time:)
going to PDI studio was really fun la.
the yr2 were there, so we were somehow chatting wif them too.
hahas:)
talk and draw, draw and talk la, but in the end, the guys went off and my gfs all acompany me:)
thanks sihui, amelia, alicia and yanti:)
hahas:)
anyway, my advisor very talented la, my role model.
highly respected la, his drawings and everything is so professional la.
today he was making this ironman figure. so nice la. but the colour didnt turn out nice and he is going to redo it.
lol. must learn more from him.
hahas.
i went over to choon house to have steamboat wif everyone:)
very very very nice la, love the food, love the XO love the show:P
hahas:)
thanks guys, u all are still the best:)
hope to have tonnes of outing wif tonnes of ppl:)
-1P03 outing:D
-town wif aiai<3
-outing wif auntyaunty:P
-meet up wif kim:)
-work work
-stewarding gathering:P:P

but cannot get my hopes up so well:(
i haven done my second assignment, and i need to have a total of 17 PDI journal entry!!!!!!!!!
arghh, Ppfft:P

time to update le ba.
tonnes of things happened this few day.
common test coming and im freaking stress up.
yes its my fault
its fading at the same time,
im freaking guilty.
i hurt u very very very much,
de scar can never heal
im sorry
but sorry isnt wat u wan.
i know.
i know u hate me like hell right now.
dun u find it weird.
when i wan u dun wan
then u wan i dun wan
then when i wan u dun
haiss..
i hope we still can be friends.
its hard to accept everything now.
it takes time to heal.
if u had told me the msn nick was written by u eariler.
things wont had turn out this way.
do u agree.
but if this relationship is meant to be together
then one day we will be together again
im sorry mikey:'(
hope u understand how i feel.
u can say im being cruel,
but im not the only who had changed
its not ur fault ok.
cheer up
i know u can de.

dun cry because its over, smile because it happened

sorry sorry. this few days quite busy and lazy to update.
wahahas:)
hmm, i finally finish most of my work. finish my first assignment.
hope my presentation went well, although i say something wrong.
hahas:)
sunday was a fun day:)
went to geylang wif ahpeh, sumin, qiu, choon, solo and ah khay:)
went to eat tonnes of delicious food. very nice:)
we also ate durian. wahahas.
really really yummy..
went home alone after that because most of them went to work.
will have more gathering wif them de:)
monday was vesak day so stay at home do my own work. didnt went of at all, so sian.
went to sch the next day, meet steph aiai in the morning:)
she made breakfast for me >.<
so touched.
but it turn out that, it was her ahma that made for me:(
thanks ahma:P
today went for my IS module, then went to SIM to meet steph aiai for late lunch:)
after eating i went to do my CADD assignment wif ZJ.
after finish went to atrium to see Amos perform.
steph came after that, we watch amos perform.
so so so so nice, i can say. his singing performance was nice la.
after watching went home wif steph. but she abit siao la.
keep showing me her shuffle dance. i can say she can dance,
but dance like a duck:) hahas:)
very very very very cute. should see her ke siao lor
before reaching the bus stop she start dancing le
cross the zebra crossing also dance
while waiting for the bus, she also just dance at the bus stop.
even when we are in the bus, packed wif tonnes of ppl, she also wan to dance-.-
every sec in bus she will like :" jiajun jiajun, i do shuffle now"
when we reach bukit panjang, she still keep dancing:) hahas:)
went up to lrt platform, also dance-.-
hahas. dame funny la:)
anyway, sorry to my aunty:)
didnt wait for aunty today, cos i need to rush of my work.
dun angry dun angry.
tml going shopping:P
wahahas:)

since u have already let it go, i guess there is no point for me to hold on le ba.
we will be friends, good friends i guess:) u still can confide in me if u wan to.

thanks 1P03:)
celebrate my birthday on monday wif my parents.
and my class celebrated my birthday on tuesday:)
so touched.
but very shy la. cos they celebrated wif me at sim then somemore so many ppl.
so shy:)
but appreciated it alot.
thanks guys:)

this few quite stress also. although i had finish my hpd.
hais..



although we had became good friends
but i dun know y im still treat u as 1
am i being too stupid.
no more initative from u.
no more sweet nothing.
no more time for me.
hais.
ppl were saying
y am i still being good to u when u dun appreciate it
i try tonnes of things to make it back
but have u?
im not thinking of old times
we had been through lots of things
yes
u know me the best and i know u the best
if u said u dun have feelings for me then i got nothing much to say.......
it will just hurt even more.
and pls dun spare a thought of other.
i really dun like it.
if it really belong to u then just keep it
dun gib it away
and yes
i know this new girl.
shes very nice.
but i wont start a new one just like that.
it happen too fast
really too fast and sudden.
but i need time to think
i also cant let it go
really cant
i also dun wan u to let it go.
sian
tml is ur birthday right
just wanna say advance happy birthday(:
may all ur wishes come true.
have fun wif ur friends alright.
lastly, happy 1st year anniversary to my long lost precious baby piggie deardear baobei:'(
i miss u very very very much baby:'(

time to update.

this week was totally not a good week for me.

freaking stress up. very fan wif tonnes of things and dun know wat to do.
hasnt been sleeping well this few days, doing my assignment, drawing, engmec.

tonnes of it. never ending la. finish le then come new one.

but hanging out wif my classmates were fun. they always make me laugh:)

thanks 1P03 again:)

ohoh. ytd was a very happy day la:)

my birthday is coming soon and my friends decided to held a celebration after my sch:)

after sch i met steph and went Keat Hong to meet qiumei and patricia.

waited for su min, solo, ahpeh, ah choon and chengwei:)

b4 they came, we saw nat and laogao wors.

so loving:) im seriously happy for them.envy them alot.

can tell that steph was envy, so i brought her to the playground and talk to her:)

talk lor, cannot tell the u all wat we talked about:)

after that, ahpeh came, and brought 8 glass of heniken:) wahahahs:)

surprise and happy to see them.

after buying glenn vodka we all went to qiumei house to celebrate:)

ohya:)

special thanks to qiumei, she cook noodles for me:) thanks u:)

around midnight, we began to drink:) yeah:)

hmmm. i drank alot ytd, everyone was still ok, but i very very blur le lor. hahas.

im so stress up this few days la, so i told myself that i will drink alot ytd and i did.

drink until cannot walk properly.

they sang happy birthday song and bought a cake for me:)

so touched lor:) thanks guys:) u all are the best:)

after celebrating i we went home and i took a cab home.

at that point of time i was so blur and headache.

but i manage to make my way home:)

after bathing when to my room, but dun know y i knock my head onto the door.

hahas.

didnt notice la. too blur le:)

then b4 going to bed i called huiqi:)

and i believe i said toooooooooo many things:)

sorry wors:)

this morning she said i say alot of things, hahas, dame paiseh la.

dun know still got anymore surprises a not:)

we took tonnes of photo la:) siao one:) here are some of the photo:)

still got alot more to upload:) will upload after steph and ahpeh send me:P

i know its hard but i wont give up, i hope u wont give up either.

another week had pass.
assignment is getting more and more.
sosososo stressful can..
but rayson seems to be more stressful..
jiayou wors:)
anyway, i had an assignment recently, and this assignment have 3 parts.
part 1
do research..
part 2
do powerpoint and then do presentation.
part 3
do report writing, 3 to 5 page long.

so so so so sian can. really really not used to poly life:(
very sian and so stress...
need help.
i need consolation:)

oh well, i had been meeting a special friend:)
we tend to talk alot alot:) talk about our sch, wat happened, blah blah blah.
meeting her is so fun. hasnt seen that laughter for sometime le:)
im glad to see her laugh like siao ytd:)
thank u special friend:)


have i change???

its the seond week of sch le. im quite familiarise wif the sch.
poly life is so much different from secondary. its so stress la.
although some of the lecture and tutorial is fun, but the assignment they gave are so difficult.
come to think of it.
i need to do research for my IS module, research for my VDTS and do a powerpoint for my engineering mechanic topic on force..
hais.. stress up man..
furthermore, i dun even understand our engmec lecturer, Mr Foo Jee Khoon..
seriously speaking, he can teach, but i somehow just dun understand wat was he teaching.
very very chim la. sian..
oh ya. i still haven done my IS module quiz and my MOL.
wth man...
fishing stress up now. need someone to cool me down.
the woman of my life also just ended our relationship.
just miss her so so so much.
today also got homework lor. sian.
our class advisor gave us a assignment to do. guess wat was it.
DESIGN AND DRAW 100 DIFFERENT DESIGNS OF HANDPHONE..
arghh.
but today his lesson was fun la. haven been laughing like siao wors.
thanks to one of our classmate:)
he drew 100 desgin in 1hr, amazing right.
but all his shape look like fishcake and look like mahjong.
we were laughing like hell la.
our advisor was also laughing about it la. hahas.
anyway, attended FJK lesson, like i said, i dun understand a single thing he taught.
slept in class lor:D
after my lesson, we went to OURSPACE and play CS:)
hahas:)
eh, my class the girls also got play hor. dun siao siao. hahas.
there 10 of us altogether and we split into 2 group:)
its so fun la.
we were all laughing like hell.
thanks 1P03:)
steph meet me after her lesson and we went back to lot1 to meet qiu mei, su min and ah choon:)
saw, yiepoh, julinda, sinyee and man jun too:)
miss class 5-1
anyway, 5 of us went to eat LJS and chat alot. miss all my friends. (so long never eat wif u too)
after that we wanted to watch midnight movie, but we didnt anyway.
cos there isnt much movie to watch. some of them have watched forbidden kingdom and im watching that movie wif her.
so we decided not to watch movie today.
we went around shopping and qiu mei wanted to go to MORE THAN WORDS to buy a cute notebook:)
so i went around and see see lor.
hmmm, something caught my attention, and i didnt move for about 10 mins.
just kept staring at it.
it was something that "we" suppose to get,
it has the colour we both prefer, the pattern she wans and not so ex lor.
wanted to buy it so much, but its too late anyway.
ahhh, dun say le.. think about it just make me moody.
oh ya, i bought a hairband:)
for myself cos sometimes my fringe is very irritating.
after which, they went to tingzhi and i went home,
cos that thing that i saw just now just kept making me moody and my bag is so freaking heavy la.
sian..
im sorry guys, will meet u all tml. so long never work together le:)



hope to see u more often......

I TURN TO YOU (Christina Aguilera)


When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.

And when I'm down you're there;
pushing me to the top.
You're always there; giving me all you've got.

CHORUS

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend;
for a love To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing;
'cause your love inspires me. (Yes it does)

And when I need a friend,
you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me through the night.

CHORUS

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything; (you can rely on me)
For that one who I can run to....
I turn to you.

CHORUS

I turn to you...

first week of sch had finally over..
lots of things happened.. but i need to thanks 1P03 guys..
thanks for the laughter ytd..
really appreciate it:)
quite stressful for during this few days..
tonnes of assignment and tutorial and sketches to be done...
need to thanks lots of ppl this few days..
especially steph and ahpeh:)
own steph too much things le..

anyway, its over le.. nth can be done to heal back everything..
haiss....
missing u.........

當世界只剩下這床頭燈

你那邊是早晨已經出門

我側身感到你在轉身

無數陌生人

正在等下一個綠燈

一再錯身彼此脆弱的時分

　不過渴望一個吻的餘溫

我關了燈

黑暗把我併吞

：你不在

當我最需要愛

你卻不在

wo無盡等待像獨白的難捱 wo

你不在

高興還是悲哀

你都不在

wo我受了傷再偷偷好起來

但你不在　不在」

時間再按下許多次快門

沉默裡聽見轉動的秒針

一個人吃飯這個凌晨

　孤單一人份

你低聲說你有別人

我的話筒只有自己的體溫

怎樣認真也不一定成真

你說得對

我不得不承認：

你不在

當我最需要愛

你卻不在 wo

無盡等待像獨白的難捱 wo

你不在

高興還是悲哀

你都不在

wo我受了傷再偷偷好起來

但你不在」

那些搖擺

我都明白

都明白

wo但你不在

愛已不在

不在

你不在

當我最需要愛

你卻不在

wo一個人分飾兩角的戀愛wo

你不在

高興還是悲哀

你都不在 wo

像空氣般不存在的存在

再沒有痕跡的愛

你不在當我需要你的愛你不在」

had a bad day ytd. i thought thing will turn out fine today, but it did not happened.

anyway, i had quarrel wif one of the SL today.

we were supposed to be participating in the fun day, however we were told to be spectator.

wth.

we guys were dame piss off la. he confronted us eventually and me and zuo jia did the talking.

we went back to class anyway. after class, i went to the bus stop immediately.

walking alone is so dame lonely,but come to think of it, y am i rushing for??

hais..

i alighted at south view to collect my pants but the lady have not done yet, so i was told to come tml.

after that, i walked from south view all the way to 302 bus stop. kept thinking lots lots of things. didnt feel like taking bus nor talk to anyone.

just wanna to be alone and keep walking. haven had this feeling since 2006, but it came back....

bus 302 came when i reached the bus stop. looking at couple hugging in the bus really make me so so so sad. hais..

alighted beside yew tee cc and walk back to home.

however i didnt went home, sat at the void deck foralmost half an hour.

it came down..

surprise huh.. but i just cant help it..

this is me and i cant hold it well. im sorry.

view my photo album and happy memories refresh my mind..

it became more and more.

just could not stop it.

i wan to find someone whom i can confide in wif. but i couldnt. hais..

went home after that..

like wat someone said before: the milk that always taste had turn sour.

but i know the milk is still sweet..

i really hope this wont end like this.....

maybe this is retribution???

i hope not..

i only thing i can do is to wait..

i hope this is worth waiting..

my first promise will never be broken..

maybe this is the time for me to change..

I LOVE U

heyhey:)
arghhh:) sch reopening on next monday:) shag shag shag shag:)
this week didnt work at all lor:( so bored:( miss all my stewarding staff:)
maybe im working tml:)

anyway:) i went for my orientation on thurs and fri:) hmmm:) first day was so so sian and pai seh lor:) cos im all alone then i dun know any1:( sobsob:( but after lunch everyone was getting along very well:) but i went home after lunch:) hehes:) i would had bored to death if i continue to stay there lor:) i got to know 2 friends during the orientation:) hehes:) both guai guai de lor:) surprisely, one of them turn out to be the guy who mr kamar told me to find:) so cool right:) he was already sitting next to me and i didnt realise:)
i went to fetch baby after that and had kfc wif her:) hehes:) then when to cotton on and bought clothes:) hehes:)
today i went for the orientation again:) cos i promise the sl i will come:) got briefing from the PDI lecturer:) his presentation was quite nice:) and there was a talk from our senior who just came back from his attactment:) funny guy, he also talk to me personally and told me: this course is very slacking" hahas
after that, we had games at the LT, do lots of stupid things and i began to become more havoc wif some of my classmates:) its fun:)

had lunch wif my classmates again and began to talk to them:) after home, i went home:) hahas:) so good right:) the rest need to stay til 7 but i can go home after lunch:)
hahas:)
fetch baby at rp after that and when to had dinner wif her:) after dinner we walk to heat hong to make my pants:) hehes:)
thanks baby for accompany me:) i love u:)

hey:)


sch starting soon le wors:) so fast lor:) hahas:)


we are still going for work when sch starts:)


will miss lots lots of ppl:) hahas:)


anyway, we had a large OC on monday and tuesday wors:)


this function was so grand and need lots of banquet staff:)


one drink and food server per table lor:) hahas:)
500 pax only and our hotel were using about 4 to 5 lorry to the event:)


hmmm:) the function went on very smoothly and we had alot of fun:)


however, when its time to pack and go back to the hotel. we used about 7 to 8 lorry:)


one of the lorry contain all the rubbish lor:) thats alot lor:)


we went back hotel and wash everything till 6am:) soso tiring lor:)





oh ya:) i went shopping wif baby ytd wors:) so fun:)


bought lots of stuff hahas:)


baby came to my place in the morning:) hahas:) wear my long sleeve shirt:)


so cute lor:)

hehes:)

we went to raffles city and i bought a crumpler bag:)

i took a very long time then buy de lor:) cos it cost 183 buck lor:)

so ex right:) anyway:) i bought eventually, heart pain ar:) hahas:)

its a big green colour sling bag:) hehes:)

i also bought a small grey colour nike bag for my didi:)

i very good right:) yup yup:) i know:) hehes:)

we went to bugis after that and baby bought 2 T and we went back to lot1 for dinner:)

ohohoh:) we bought snapballs too:) for our lappy:)

but we cant use it, cos its too big and our lappy do not have space:( sobsob:(

lastly:)

"PON PON PATA PON"

"PATA PATA PATA PON"

"CHAKA CHAKA PATA PON"

"DO DONDON DONDON"

this game is really fun:) try it if u know de game:)

hehes:)