time to update le ba.
tonnes of things happened this few day.
common test coming and im freaking stress up.
yes its my fault
its fading at the same time,
im freaking guilty.
i hurt u very very very much,
de scar can never heal
im sorry
but sorry isnt wat u wan.
i know.
i know u hate me like hell right now.
dun u find it weird.
when i wan u dun wan
then u wan i dun wan
then when i wan u dun
haiss..
i hope we still can be friends.
its hard to accept everything now.
it takes time to heal.
if u had told me the msn nick was written by u eariler.
things wont had turn out this way.
do u agree.
but if this relationship is meant to be together
then one day we will be together again
im sorry mikey:'(
hope u understand how i feel.
u can say im being cruel,
but im not the only who had changed
its not ur fault ok.
cheer up
i know u can de.

dun cry because its over, smile because it happened

sorry sorry. this few days quite busy and lazy to update.
wahahas:)
hmm, i finally finish most of my work. finish my first assignment.
hope my presentation went well, although i say something wrong.
hahas:)
sunday was a fun day:)
went to geylang wif ahpeh, sumin, qiu, choon, solo and ah khay:)
went to eat tonnes of delicious food. very nice:)
we also ate durian. wahahas.
really really yummy..
went home alone after that because most of them went to work.
will have more gathering wif them de:)
monday was vesak day so stay at home do my own work. didnt went of at all, so sian.
went to sch the next day, meet steph aiai in the morning:)
she made breakfast for me >.<
so touched.
but it turn out that, it was her ahma that made for me:(
thanks ahma:P
today went for my IS module, then went to SIM to meet steph aiai for late lunch:)
after eating i went to do my CADD assignment wif ZJ.
after finish went to atrium to see Amos perform.
steph came after that, we watch amos perform.
so so so so nice, i can say. his singing performance was nice la.
after watching went home wif steph. but she abit siao la.
keep showing me her shuffle dance. i can say she can dance,
but dance like a duck:) hahas:)
very very very very cute. should see her ke siao lor
before reaching the bus stop she start dancing le
cross the zebra crossing also dance
while waiting for the bus, she also just dance at the bus stop.
even when we are in the bus, packed wif tonnes of ppl, she also wan to dance-.-
every sec in bus she will like :" jiajun jiajun, i do shuffle now"
when we reach bukit panjang, she still keep dancing:) hahas:)
went up to lrt platform, also dance-.-
hahas. dame funny la:)
anyway, sorry to my aunty:)
didnt wait for aunty today, cos i need to rush of my work.
dun angry dun angry.
tml going shopping:P
wahahas:)

since u have already let it go, i guess there is no point for me to hold on le ba.
we will be friends, good friends i guess:) u still can confide in me if u wan to.

thanks 1P03:)
celebrate my birthday on monday wif my parents.
and my class celebrated my birthday on tuesday:)
so touched.
but very shy la. cos they celebrated wif me at sim then somemore so many ppl.
so shy:)
but appreciated it alot.
thanks guys:)

this few quite stress also. although i had finish my hpd.
hais..



although we had became good friends
but i dun know y im still treat u as 1
am i being too stupid.
no more initative from u.
no more sweet nothing.
no more time for me.
hais.
ppl were saying
y am i still being good to u when u dun appreciate it
i try tonnes of things to make it back
but have u?
im not thinking of old times
we had been through lots of things
yes
u know me the best and i know u the best
if u said u dun have feelings for me then i got nothing much to say.......
it will just hurt even more.
and pls dun spare a thought of other.
i really dun like it.
if it really belong to u then just keep it
dun gib it away
and yes
i know this new girl.
shes very nice.
but i wont start a new one just like that.
it happen too fast
really too fast and sudden.
but i need time to think
i also cant let it go
really cant
i also dun wan u to let it go.
sian
tml is ur birthday right
just wanna say advance happy birthday(:
may all ur wishes come true.
have fun wif ur friends alright.
lastly, happy 1st year anniversary to my long lost precious baby piggie deardear baobei:'(
i miss u very very very much baby:'(

time to update.

this week was totally not a good week for me.

freaking stress up. very fan wif tonnes of things and dun know wat to do.
hasnt been sleeping well this few days, doing my assignment, drawing, engmec.

tonnes of it. never ending la. finish le then come new one.

but hanging out wif my classmates were fun. they always make me laugh:)

thanks 1P03 again:)

ohoh. ytd was a very happy day la:)

my birthday is coming soon and my friends decided to held a celebration after my sch:)

after sch i met steph and went Keat Hong to meet qiumei and patricia.

waited for su min, solo, ahpeh, ah choon and chengwei:)

b4 they came, we saw nat and laogao wors.

so loving:) im seriously happy for them.envy them alot.

can tell that steph was envy, so i brought her to the playground and talk to her:)

talk lor, cannot tell the u all wat we talked about:)

after that, ahpeh came, and brought 8 glass of heniken:) wahahahs:)

surprise and happy to see them.

after buying glenn vodka we all went to qiumei house to celebrate:)

ohya:)

special thanks to qiumei, she cook noodles for me:) thanks u:)

around midnight, we began to drink:) yeah:)

hmmm. i drank alot ytd, everyone was still ok, but i very very blur le lor. hahas.

im so stress up this few days la, so i told myself that i will drink alot ytd and i did.

drink until cannot walk properly.

they sang happy birthday song and bought a cake for me:)

so touched lor:) thanks guys:) u all are the best:)

after celebrating i we went home and i took a cab home.

at that point of time i was so blur and headache.

but i manage to make my way home:)

after bathing when to my room, but dun know y i knock my head onto the door.

hahas.

didnt notice la. too blur le:)

then b4 going to bed i called huiqi:)

and i believe i said toooooooooo many things:)

sorry wors:)

this morning she said i say alot of things, hahas, dame paiseh la.

dun know still got anymore surprises a not:)

we took tonnes of photo la:) siao one:) here are some of the photo:)

still got alot more to upload:) will upload after steph and ahpeh send me:P

i know its hard but i wont give up, i hope u wont give up either.

another week had pass.
assignment is getting more and more.
sosososo stressful can..
but rayson seems to be more stressful..
jiayou wors:)
anyway, i had an assignment recently, and this assignment have 3 parts.
part 1
do research..
part 2
do powerpoint and then do presentation.
part 3
do report writing, 3 to 5 page long.

so so so so sian can. really really not used to poly life:(
very sian and so stress...
need help.
i need consolation:)

oh well, i had been meeting a special friend:)
we tend to talk alot alot:) talk about our sch, wat happened, blah blah blah.
meeting her is so fun. hasnt seen that laughter for sometime le:)
im glad to see her laugh like siao ytd:)
thank u special friend:)


have i change???