its the seond week of sch le. im quite familiarise wif the sch.
poly life is so much different from secondary. its so stress la.
although some of the lecture and tutorial is fun, but the assignment they gave are so difficult.
come to think of it.
i need to do research for my IS module, research for my VDTS and do a powerpoint for my engineering mechanic topic on force..
hais.. stress up man..
furthermore, i dun even understand our engmec lecturer, Mr Foo Jee Khoon..
seriously speaking, he can teach, but i somehow just dun understand wat was he teaching.
very very chim la. sian..
oh ya. i still haven done my IS module quiz and my MOL.
wth man...
fishing stress up now. need someone to cool me down.
the woman of my life also just ended our relationship.
just miss her so so so much.
today also got homework lor. sian.
our class advisor gave us a assignment to do. guess wat was it.
DESIGN AND DRAW 100 DIFFERENT DESIGNS OF HANDPHONE..
arghh.
but today his lesson was fun la. haven been laughing like siao wors.
thanks to one of our classmate:)
he drew 100 desgin in 1hr, amazing right.
but all his shape look like fishcake and look like mahjong.
we were laughing like hell la.
our advisor was also laughing about it la. hahas.
anyway, attended FJK lesson, like i said, i dun understand a single thing he taught.
slept in class lor:D
after my lesson, we went to OURSPACE and play CS:)
hahas:)
eh, my class the girls also got play hor. dun siao siao. hahas.
there 10 of us altogether and we split into 2 group:)
its so fun la.
we were all laughing like hell.
thanks 1P03:)
steph meet me after her lesson and we went back to lot1 to meet qiu mei, su min and ah choon:)
saw, yiepoh, julinda, sinyee and man jun too:)
miss class 5-1
anyway, 5 of us went to eat LJS and chat alot. miss all my friends. (so long never eat wif u too)
after that we wanted to watch midnight movie, but we didnt anyway.
cos there isnt much movie to watch. some of them have watched forbidden kingdom and im watching that movie wif her.
so we decided not to watch movie today.
we went around shopping and qiu mei wanted to go to MORE THAN WORDS to buy a cute notebook:)
so i went around and see see lor.
hmmm, something caught my attention, and i didnt move for about 10 mins.
just kept staring at it.
it was something that "we" suppose to get,
it has the colour we both prefer, the pattern she wans and not so ex lor.
wanted to buy it so much, but its too late anyway.
ahhh, dun say le.. think about it just make me moody.
oh ya, i bought a hairband:)
for myself cos sometimes my fringe is very irritating.
after which, they went to tingzhi and i went home,
cos that thing that i saw just now just kept making me moody and my bag is so freaking heavy la.
sian..
im sorry guys, will meet u all tml. so long never work together le:)



hope to see u more often......

I TURN TO YOU (Christina Aguilera)


When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.

And when I'm down you're there;
pushing me to the top.
You're always there; giving me all you've got.

CHORUS

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend;
for a love To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing;
'cause your love inspires me. (Yes it does)

And when I need a friend,
you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me through the night.

CHORUS

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything; (you can rely on me)
For that one who I can run to....
I turn to you.

CHORUS

I turn to you...

first week of sch had finally over..
lots of things happened.. but i need to thanks 1P03 guys..
thanks for the laughter ytd..
really appreciate it:)
quite stressful for during this few days..
tonnes of assignment and tutorial and sketches to be done...
need to thanks lots of ppl this few days..
especially steph and ahpeh:)
own steph too much things le..

anyway, its over le.. nth can be done to heal back everything..
haiss....
missing u.........

當世界只剩下這床頭燈

你那邊是早晨已經出門

我側身感到你在轉身

無數陌生人

正在等下一個綠燈

一再錯身彼此脆弱的時分

　不過渴望一個吻的餘溫

我關了燈

黑暗把我併吞

：你不在

當我最需要愛

你卻不在

wo無盡等待像獨白的難捱 wo

你不在

高興還是悲哀

你都不在

wo我受了傷再偷偷好起來

但你不在　不在」

時間再按下許多次快門

沉默裡聽見轉動的秒針

一個人吃飯這個凌晨

　孤單一人份

你低聲說你有別人

我的話筒只有自己的體溫

怎樣認真也不一定成真

你說得對

我不得不承認：

你不在

當我最需要愛

你卻不在 wo

無盡等待像獨白的難捱 wo

你不在

高興還是悲哀

你都不在

wo我受了傷再偷偷好起來

但你不在」

那些搖擺

我都明白

都明白

wo但你不在

愛已不在

不在

你不在

當我最需要愛

你卻不在

wo一個人分飾兩角的戀愛wo

你不在

高興還是悲哀

你都不在 wo

像空氣般不存在的存在

再沒有痕跡的愛

你不在當我需要你的愛你不在」

had a bad day ytd. i thought thing will turn out fine today, but it did not happened.

anyway, i had quarrel wif one of the SL today.

we were supposed to be participating in the fun day, however we were told to be spectator.

wth.

we guys were dame piss off la. he confronted us eventually and me and zuo jia did the talking.

we went back to class anyway. after class, i went to the bus stop immediately.

walking alone is so dame lonely,but come to think of it, y am i rushing for??

hais..

i alighted at south view to collect my pants but the lady have not done yet, so i was told to come tml.

after that, i walked from south view all the way to 302 bus stop. kept thinking lots lots of things. didnt feel like taking bus nor talk to anyone.

just wanna to be alone and keep walking. haven had this feeling since 2006, but it came back....

bus 302 came when i reached the bus stop. looking at couple hugging in the bus really make me so so so sad. hais..

alighted beside yew tee cc and walk back to home.

however i didnt went home, sat at the void deck foralmost half an hour.

it came down..

surprise huh.. but i just cant help it..

this is me and i cant hold it well. im sorry.

view my photo album and happy memories refresh my mind..

it became more and more.

just could not stop it.

i wan to find someone whom i can confide in wif. but i couldnt. hais..

went home after that..

like wat someone said before: the milk that always taste had turn sour.

but i know the milk is still sweet..

i really hope this wont end like this.....

maybe this is retribution???

i hope not..

i only thing i can do is to wait..

i hope this is worth waiting..

my first promise will never be broken..

maybe this is the time for me to change..

I LOVE U

heyhey:)
arghhh:) sch reopening on next monday:) shag shag shag shag:)
this week didnt work at all lor:( so bored:( miss all my stewarding staff:)
maybe im working tml:)

anyway:) i went for my orientation on thurs and fri:) hmmm:) first day was so so sian and pai seh lor:) cos im all alone then i dun know any1:( sobsob:( but after lunch everyone was getting along very well:) but i went home after lunch:) hehes:) i would had bored to death if i continue to stay there lor:) i got to know 2 friends during the orientation:) hehes:) both guai guai de lor:) surprisely, one of them turn out to be the guy who mr kamar told me to find:) so cool right:) he was already sitting next to me and i didnt realise:)
i went to fetch baby after that and had kfc wif her:) hehes:) then when to cotton on and bought clothes:) hehes:)
today i went for the orientation again:) cos i promise the sl i will come:) got briefing from the PDI lecturer:) his presentation was quite nice:) and there was a talk from our senior who just came back from his attactment:) funny guy, he also talk to me personally and told me: this course is very slacking" hahas
after that, we had games at the LT, do lots of stupid things and i began to become more havoc wif some of my classmates:) its fun:)

had lunch wif my classmates again and began to talk to them:) after home, i went home:) hahas:) so good right:) the rest need to stay til 7 but i can go home after lunch:)
hahas:)
fetch baby at rp after that and when to had dinner wif her:) after dinner we walk to heat hong to make my pants:) hehes:)
thanks baby for accompany me:) i love u:)

hey:)


sch starting soon le wors:) so fast lor:) hahas:)


we are still going for work when sch starts:)


will miss lots lots of ppl:) hahas:)


anyway, we had a large OC on monday and tuesday wors:)


this function was so grand and need lots of banquet staff:)


one drink and food server per table lor:) hahas:)
500 pax only and our hotel were using about 4 to 5 lorry to the event:)


hmmm:) the function went on very smoothly and we had alot of fun:)


however, when its time to pack and go back to the hotel. we used about 7 to 8 lorry:)


one of the lorry contain all the rubbish lor:) thats alot lor:)


we went back hotel and wash everything till 6am:) soso tiring lor:)





oh ya:) i went shopping wif baby ytd wors:) so fun:)


bought lots of stuff hahas:)


baby came to my place in the morning:) hahas:) wear my long sleeve shirt:)


so cute lor:)

hehes:)

we went to raffles city and i bought a crumpler bag:)

i took a very long time then buy de lor:) cos it cost 183 buck lor:)

so ex right:) anyway:) i bought eventually, heart pain ar:) hahas:)

its a big green colour sling bag:) hehes:)

i also bought a small grey colour nike bag for my didi:)

i very good right:) yup yup:) i know:) hehes:)

we went to bugis after that and baby bought 2 T and we went back to lot1 for dinner:)

ohohoh:) we bought snapballs too:) for our lappy:)

but we cant use it, cos its too big and our lappy do not have space:( sobsob:(

lastly:)

"PON PON PATA PON"

"PATA PATA PATA PON"

"CHAKA CHAKA PATA PON"

"DO DONDON DONDON"

this game is really fun:) try it if u know de game:)

hehes:)