hey hey. time to update man. hahas. alright, last week was my e learning week. didnt have much lesson going on but only some online assignment to hand in. quite sian to do but i managed to finish it up. hahas.

anyway, accompany my b and her sister to enroll to CDC on sat. we reach there around 2 plus and we realize only sat and sun open till 12. so we wasted a trip to there. haha. after which we decided to head to kester house as he wanted to take his lappy. reach his house and we played with his dog. damn cute sia. hahas. and then a short game of MJ and 16 tilts. haha. as we were playing we somehow forget about our time to meet kangling and he was kinda pissed off. sorry sorry. anyway meet up and we bused to town. b and i separated from the rest and we went to wisma for some window shopping. how i wish i have my money back lor, if not i will sure buy that shorts and shirt. sian. after that both of us kinda get hungry and i started to have craving for sushi. so baby treat me siaaa:) thanks baby. meet up with the rest again and had some sushi. shiok shiok. after sushi we separated with the rest again and went for some window shopping at INO. a bag in C&K caught b attention and she wanted it so so so badly.but she didnt get as she didnt want to spend money. hahas. anyway we stayed at there till C&K close lor and we trained home. thats all for last sat.

anyway, there is a serious huge rain on thursday lor. damn huge until my school is flooded man. there is video too. the rain flooding atrium and the underpass there. water came flowing down the "down light" at our makan place. damn happening day man. hahas.

friday celebrated my dear gf chinese birthday with her mum at PS. meet up b with her mum and went shopping together. yilin seriously bought alot alot of things can. and i dont know y, me and b sister keep having arguement and conflict. hahas. maybe thats our way to communicate ba. lols. after shopping all of us headed to cafe cartel for our dinner. it was my first time eating there can. and i didnt know they got free flow of bread siaa. shiokkk. hahas. the food was delicious man and in the end aunty paid everything lor. feel so bad, but thanks for the treat aunty. train home after that while b train home with her mum and sis.

celebrated our 8th monthsary at vivo city.
meet up early in the morning with b and slack at her place while she go prepare. was fighting with her until we leave house lor. damn funnyyy. hahas. soo, we walked to b dad stall to eat and went to city square mall to check out the shopping mall. cab to novena as baby wanted to get the bag so badly lor. bought the bag and we bused to vivo. when we reach vivo, we decided to check the movie time slot but none of the movie attracted us and b wanted to watch Fantastic Mr Fox. in the end we went window shopping instead. hahas. headed to M.phosis to see those shoes and slipper, top man to try the shirt, pet shop to see those puppies. we also went to 2 other shops, toysarus and daiso but both shops are seriously crowded with tonnes of ppl can. we went in awhile and decided to go other place instead. after walking around and around we decided to go and had our dinner at subwayyy:) weee. shiok. order and went to sit on the table which can sit 6 ppl. when we were about to eat, a group of teens came and one of them was b friend lor. they didnt have enough seats so we sacrifice our seats for them. so good right. hahas. after dinner headed to skyroof and chat. alright i shall skip it:) after which cab to b house and my house:)

i know its hard
but you are not alone
i will be there always
it hurts to see that
you can do it
i know you can
alright
i understand it
love you b
happy 8th month b:D

thats all for the post and i shall update more the next time
oh ya anything thing

wtf stephaine is attact siaaaa:P
lolss.

oh man. is like ages since i last updated my blog. i serious begin to lose interest in blogging. sucks. had been busy last week thats y i didnt have time to update my blog. anyway, celebrated b and her sister birthday on sun and Monday.
organize a steamboat on sun with her friends, yes my surprise failed badly, but i really hope she like it. woke up sun morning and went to collect the cake at island creamery. reach island creamery around 11 and after which cab down to kangling house where the steamboat will be held. thanks to KL's mum for buying all the ingredient. thanks aunty. before b came, had some chat with kl's mum and found out alot of things. thanks aunty:) hehes.
help up to wash the veg and prepare all the food. until evening time, caiyun bought both of them to kl house and we surprise them at the door. b expected everything le lor. she wasnt surprise lor. sian. hahas. after which had our steamboat and followed by a cake cutting session. hope they love the ice cream cake. hahas. after the dinner, most of the MOI stoner left and left with some of us and chatted again with aunty. hahas. talk to aunty til 1 2 plus and cabbed to baby house then my house:) thats all for sunday:)

monday, baby and her sister birthday
went to b's house straight after class as b's parents decided to make steamboat. hahas. alright its a long story y her parents make steamboat also. but i cannot deny that b's mum steamboat is seriously much much much better than our. the steamboat is full of different ingredient lor. damn damn nice. hahas. so, as i reach early, b and i help to wash the veg and mushroom. by the time we wash finish most of b's relatives were here. hahas. seriously damn crowded lor. dinner start when everyone reach and as there were not enough seats we have to take turn for dinner. and b was the first one to eat and the last one to go. hahas. after dinner, b and i went down to the cake shop as the baker forget to add in the fruits and chocolate for the cake. collected the cake and went up for cake cutting session again. hahas. after which and i dont know why all of b relatives suddenly want to see their baby photo and yilin went to take for them while i slack in b's room. soon, everyone left and uncle insisted to have another round of steamboat with me. thanks uncle. hahas. slack with baby till 11 and i went home:) hope you like the birthday card i wrote to you b:)

so cool to see so many ppl wish them siaa. hahas. all of my PDI cliques wish them and kelly too:) thanks for the wishes my friends:) hahas.

been busy lately with my school work. oh yeah next week will be the last week of school and followed by a study week and then common test. sucks to the core. cant afford to slack now and i believe my next post will be in a month time:P unless someone wan me to write:) hahas.

watch 2012 ytd with TP MOI stoners ytd. hmm the movie is really nice and i really dont mind watching it again. but the ending was kinda weird though. the CG and everything is so real, really very tense. you can feel the impact. having the world end like that seriously is scary but like was james said ytd, this movie not only show the world is ending it also tell us something. a great show to watch and i highly recommand people to watch:)
have you watch it Mr Chok? lols.

alright i shall end here:) nights ppl.


4 days 2 hours more to hehes:)

wanted to update my blog so so much. so many things to update. tonnes of outing and things to update, but i really dont like ppl stalking and then criticize on it. seriously had enough of all this. feel like changing something new or even stop having a blog. just find that the main purpose of having a blog is to remind myself about what had happened during your past and not being criticize by people. seriously alot alot of outings to update. marina barrage outing, sentosa, vivo city outing, class chalet and many many more. hmmm, dont think i will write much. everything will be private and confidental:)

anyway, went to find xiao hei after class today to upgrade my plan, took me so long to find his working location. when to starhub to find him and chat with him alot alot alot of things. its nice chatting with him though:) hahas. will find him once im free again:)



y am i having this weird feeling right now:(
am i thinking too much?
am i jealous?
am i angry?
am i sad?
i dont know:(
i hate myself.
i need an answer:(
......

THIS MIGHT BE THE END:)

holy shit siaa. its been a long long long long time since i last update. seriously no time to update. anyway, been out to work for f1 for the past 2 weeks. power right. hahas. anyway, been working for the f1 thingy for the past 2 week because we got alot of things to handle. our department had to handle cutlery, basket, different type of glasses, different type of plates and tables. serious damn hardcore but much more better than last year.
everything is much more sequence that last year. anyway work at the same place as last year but this time each of us were allocated to certain room for the buffet clearing. haha. ohoh, baby is working for this year f1 too. damnn shiok can. haha. but we always seem to be working far far away from each other lor. siannsss.
hmmm, wont update much on this f1 event cos everything is still the same as last year. ohoh this year we get to sleep at the hotel room lor. damn nice and shiok cannn. hahas. after the f1 some of us still went back to do some clearing, seriously alot alot of things to bring back hotel, however we manage to clear everything by tuesday. power right. has not been sleeping at home for the past few weeks lor. missing my bed greatly.

wed, baby came over early in the morning lor:) so nice of her to come. hahas. slack at my house awhile and baby pull me out of my bed to prepare:) hahas. damn funny. went to prepare and went out with baby. its been so so so long since we last went out together. we went to lot1 to have our breakfast cum lunch. had subway because i super super long never eat le lor. we were having a long long long chat while eating our meal. after our meal, we bused to vivo for some window shopping:) hahas. walk around toysarus to find aden belated birthday gift. baby was damn funny la, went to play those baby toy. hahas. after that we went to check movie timing but couldnt find any nice movie so we didnt catch a movie and went up to the pet shop:) walk around and we decided to go sentosa to have a walk. hahas. wont update much about there too:) hehes. private and confidental.
after that headed back to vivo to food republic for our dinner and fetch baby home after that.

thrusday, i went down to find baby because i want to try out the salon that baby always go to. the aunty and uncle there are seriously nice ppl:) after baby prepare we headed to novena square to catch the last long john breakfast. we manage to catch the last order lor. power right. after that headed to cotton on to find my pants. hahas. but didnt bought it. stupid right. hahas. after which we trained to orchard and walk to far east. hahas. went up and we realise that aunty bought both her dog along sia. damn funny and cute dogs sia. baby were playing with them lor. hahas. awhile later, i begin to had my cut first while waiting for james and jade. didnt cut much just normal trim and layyering:) but i find my hair look more tidy leh. thanks thanks. accompany yilin to subway while waiting for james and jade. waited for them like an hour and they came, bought them up and james had his hair cut. hahas. after cutting, james suggested to go to bedok for dinner. slept throughout the bused journey with baby. walked to there and started ordering some food.
some unpleasant things happened and i wont say much:)


hmmm, having someone to give you a lecture is good, however, some of it is right some might not be. different ppl have different point of looking at matter. some prefer using this way some prefer using the other way. or maybe the lifestyle or background that we grew up make us who we are. accepting the fact and denying the fact is one person decision and not others. understanding is just another word for forgiving. we can take in advise and opinion, but not being forcefully control. this is life, life is always unfair. and wat are friends for, sharing laughter, joy, sadness and pain. there wouldnt be peace if there is hatred. hatred will just make you more violent and frustrated.

oh well, im tired.
nights folk:)
just want to have a simple and not a stressful life.







happy happy belated 6th months baby.
so sorry to take a long time then upload lor.

shouldnt have do it.

just too concern already:(

im sorry

yes, it is possible.
i hard for a person to change to another person,
however it is easy to change back to who you are.
and i believe a person will change for his or her love one.
all you need is just
motivation
determination
and
time:)
thats all you need.
i believe in you, i trust you
all this while you show me and taught me a lot
i know you can and you will
i will wait

and i will do my best to help you:)

never stop loving you baby.



just need you to trust yourself and me:)
thats all.

just hate it when we quarrel over small things

have not been having a nice and happy chat lately on the phone
sometimes i do felt irritated by your reply on the phone.

maybe im not understanding enough or what
just dont understand why am i forgeting things so much lately
maybe i shouldnt give promise cos i always break it

i really hate this feeling im having now, always had this feeling when im down
just feel that this relationship is different from before
maybe both of us had change or maybe you
really hope to see the old you
the one that make me laugh and brighten up my day everyday.
and not the one who scold or slient over small matter.
i believe you werent like that last time, but why now?

had been trying my best to give the very best of me.
if i hadnt done enough you can tell me alright

you are different, really totally different from the rest
you always surprise me and never fail to give me something for our anniversary
really very special to me.
and you sure know that i will not let you go.

really hope that things will be like before but not now.
im sorry for what i had said.

i love you baby



i really need a hug:( i need to feel your presence:(

im totally speechless. i tried my best and nothing really help. im crying inside and my heart is aching. but no matter what i do and said also wont cheer you up. yes, u have change, and i have already accepted the fact. i really really dont mind those changes.
however, no matter wat happened or wat it takes, i will still forgive you.
vision turns blurry after writing all this down.
hope everything will be alright when u are awake:)
i love you.

Trip to Marina Barridge


Our midnight movie, G.I Joe at Vivo



Our as usual camwhore <3





The Picnic Day






Our first cycling trip at ECP <3

Playround <3


Our 4th chalet trip



Our first trip to Escape Theme Park




Our 4th month <3


Our first 3d movie, Ice Age at Vivo



Credit: HUANG YITING (:

hey people. its been a long time since i last updated my blog. had been really really really busy lately can. busy with my sch work. suck it man. however, everything is over man. anyway. i wont update much ba. seriously dont know how to start and start from where. been to so many places, had tonnes of outing too lor and celebrated so many friends birthday can. this month had alot of birthday celebration la. hahas. had many up and downs also. maybe i will update it next time??? hahas.
provided if i have the time. will start working next week. and im waiting for my F1:) mentioning about F1, this year cut cost la. arghh. heard from baby banquet stuff will be having 8.50 per hour. sad sad. means steward also 850. suck it lor. hope there will be changing to increase our pay. hahas.

anyway, i will be going back to NP on tuesday for my final presentation of PFA. really hope the company select my design la. hahas. oh ya, wondering jackie wu will come a not. hahas. cos jackie is boss of that company la. cool right. hahas.

alright i shall update about ytd and today to make this post longer:D

baby came in the morning ytd, she said she will come at 8 lor. but in the end we overslept and baby came at 1030. hahas. damn shock can. i recieve msg from baby to go yew tee meet her and when i step out of my house she was sitting outside waiting for me to come out. kuku. so, we went to eat subway as usual. after our breakfast we headed back to my house. didnt do much lor, just keep making baby to sleep cos she didnt sleep much the day before and she's going to work at 5. managed to make her sleep at 3 and woke up at 320. hahas. lame right. baby went to prepare and cam whore with her before going work. and my hair seriously grow longer. left my house around 4 plus and baby was going to be late. so sorry. luckily the team leader in charge today didnt scold her but they dont allow B and her sister to work OT. sian. after baby went for work i went home a prepare for my 7pm work. hahas. prepared and leave house around 545. meet up with peh, choon and solo and surprisingly su min at B2. first time working with her lor. damn weird. hahas. ah kiam damn nice can, he knows baby working at atrium and he let me work at there too so to see baby. hahas. anyway, baby finish work at 11 and left first while i continue my work til 2 and transport home as usual:)

sun:)
today slept all the way til 2 sia. wanted to go fetch my mum using my dad car but dad dont allow. in the end dad decided to accompany me to fetch my mum. thanksss papa. after fetching my mum at batok i drive all the way to yishun. shiok can. first time driving at highway. hahas. did some small mistake la. because i still cant get use to my dad car. need some time to get use to it. hahas. drove to yishun to visit my grandmother and i drove back again to yew tee. shiok cannnn. hahas. and yes, my parking using my dad car had improve. must get used to it so i can drive baby dad's car. shiokk. thanks uncle also. hahas. alright going to enjoy my holiday after tues. will update again if i have the time.

will update again folks:) sorry that i cant make it to keat hong today.

wtf sia. pussy stupid blogger dont let me upload photo arghhh. kuku nehh.

last but not least, 5 more days:) cant wait can:)