Thursday, May 29, 2008
tonnes of things happened this few day.
common test coming and im freaking stress up.
yes its my fault
its fading at the same time,
im freaking guilty.
i hurt u very very very much,
de scar can never heal
im sorry
but sorry isnt wat u wan.
i know.
i know u hate me like hell right now.
dun u find it weird.
when i wan u dun wan
then u wan i dun wan
then when i wan u dun
haiss..
i hope we still can be friends.
its hard to accept everything now.
it takes time to heal.
if u had told me the msn nick was written by u eariler.
things wont had turn out this way.
do u agree.
but if this relationship is meant to be together
then one day we will be together again
im sorry mikey:'(
hope u understand how i feel.
u can say im being cruel,
but im not the only who had changed
its not ur fault ok.
cheer up
i know u can de.
dun cry because its over, smile because it happened
Thursday, May 22, 2008
wahahas:)
hmm, i finally finish most of my work. finish my first assignment.
hope my presentation went well, although i say something wrong.
hahas:)
sunday was a fun day:)
went to geylang wif ahpeh, sumin, qiu, choon, solo and ah khay:)
went to eat tonnes of delicious food. very nice:)
we also ate durian. wahahas.
really really yummy..
went home alone after that because most of them went to work.
will have more gathering wif them de:)
monday was vesak day so stay at home do my own work. didnt went of at all, so sian.
went to sch the next day, meet steph aiai in the morning:)
she made breakfast for me >.<
so touched.
but it turn out that, it was her ahma that made for me:(
thanks ahma:P
today went for my IS module, then went to SIM to meet steph aiai for late lunch:)
after eating i went to do my CADD assignment wif ZJ.
after finish went to atrium to see Amos perform.
steph came after that, we watch amos perform.
so so so so nice, i can say. his singing performance was nice la.
after watching went home wif steph. but she abit siao la.
keep showing me her shuffle dance. i can say she can dance,
but dance like a duck:) hahas:)
very very very very cute. should see her ke siao lor
before reaching the bus stop she start dancing le
cross the zebra crossing also dance
while waiting for the bus, she also just dance at the bus stop.
even when we are in the bus, packed wif tonnes of ppl, she also wan to dance-.-
every sec in bus she will like :" jiajun jiajun, i do shuffle now"
when we reach bukit panjang, she still keep dancing:) hahas:)
went up to lrt platform, also dance-.-
hahas. dame funny la:)
anyway, sorry to my aunty:)
didnt wait for aunty today, cos i need to rush of my work.
dun angry dun angry.
tml going shopping:P
wahahas:)
since u have already let it go, i guess there is no point for me to hold on le ba.
we will be friends, good friends i guess:) u still can confide in me if u wan to.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
celebrate my birthday on monday wif my parents.
and my class celebrated my birthday on tuesday:)
so touched.
but very shy la. cos they celebrated wif me at sim then somemore so many ppl.
so shy:)
but appreciated it alot.
thanks guys:)
this few quite stress also. although i had finish my hpd.
hais..
although we had became good friends
but i dun know y im still treat u as 1
am i being too stupid.
no more initative from u.
no more sweet nothing.
no more time for me.
hais.
ppl were saying
y am i still being good to u when u dun appreciate it
i try tonnes of things to make it back
but have u?
im not thinking of old times
we had been through lots of things
yes
u know me the best and i know u the best
if u said u dun have feelings for me then i got nothing much to say.......
it will just hurt even more.
and pls dun spare a thought of other.
i really dun like it.
if it really belong to u then just keep it
dun gib it away
and yes
i know this new girl.
shes very nice.
but i wont start a new one just like that.
it happen too fast
really too fast and sudden.
but i need time to think
i also cant let it go
really cant
i also dun wan u to let it go.
sian
tml is ur birthday right
just wanna say advance happy birthday(:
may all ur wishes come true.
have fun wif ur friends alright.
lastly, happy 1st year anniversary to my long lost precious baby piggie deardear baobei:'(
i miss u very very very much baby:'(
Saturday, May 10, 2008
hasnt been sleeping well this few days, doing my assignment, drawing, engmec.















still got alot more to upload:) will upload after steph and ahpeh send me:P
i know its hard but i wont give up, i hope u wont give up either.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
assignment is getting more and more.
sosososo stressful can..
but rayson seems to be more stressful..
jiayou wors:)
anyway, i had an assignment recently, and this assignment have 3 parts.
part 1
do research..
part 2
do powerpoint and then do presentation.
part 3
do report writing, 3 to 5 page long.
so so so so sian can. really really not used to poly life:(
very sian and so stress...
need help.
i need consolation:)
oh well, i had been meeting a special friend:)
we tend to talk alot alot:) talk about our sch, wat happened, blah blah blah.
meeting her is so fun. hasnt seen that laughter for sometime le:)
im glad to see her laugh like siao ytd:)
thank u special friend:)
have i change???
Friday, April 25, 2008
poly life is so much different from secondary. its so stress la.
although some of the lecture and tutorial is fun, but the assignment they gave are so difficult.
come to think of it.
i need to do research for my IS module, research for my VDTS and do a powerpoint for my engineering mechanic topic on force..
hais.. stress up man..
furthermore, i dun even understand our engmec lecturer, Mr Foo Jee Khoon..
seriously speaking, he can teach, but i somehow just dun understand wat was he teaching.
very very chim la. sian..
oh ya. i still haven done my IS module quiz and my MOL.
wth man...
fishing stress up now. need someone to cool me down.
the woman of my life also just ended our relationship.
just miss her so so so much.
today also got homework lor. sian.
our class advisor gave us a assignment to do. guess wat was it.
DESIGN AND DRAW 100 DIFFERENT DESIGNS OF HANDPHONE..
arghh.
but today his lesson was fun la. haven been laughing like siao wors.
thanks to one of our classmate:)
he drew 100 desgin in 1hr, amazing right.
but all his shape look like fishcake and look like mahjong.
we were laughing like hell la.
our advisor was also laughing about it la. hahas.
anyway, attended FJK lesson, like i said, i dun understand a single thing he taught.
slept in class lor:D
after my lesson, we went to OURSPACE and play CS:)
hahas:)
eh, my class the girls also got play hor. dun siao siao. hahas.
there 10 of us altogether and we split into 2 group:)
its so fun la.
we were all laughing like hell.
thanks 1P03:)
steph meet me after her lesson and we went back to lot1 to meet qiu mei, su min and ah choon:)
saw, yiepoh, julinda, sinyee and man jun too:)
miss class 5-1
anyway, 5 of us went to eat LJS and chat alot. miss all my friends. (so long never eat wif u too)
after that we wanted to watch midnight movie, but we didnt anyway.
cos there isnt much movie to watch. some of them have watched forbidden kingdom and im watching that movie wif her.
so we decided not to watch movie today.
we went around shopping and qiu mei wanted to go to MORE THAN WORDS to buy a cute notebook:)
so i went around and see see lor.
hmmm, something caught my attention, and i didnt move for about 10 mins.
just kept staring at it.
it was something that "we" suppose to get,
it has the colour we both prefer, the pattern she wans and not so ex lor.
wanted to buy it so much, but its too late anyway.
ahhh, dun say le.. think about it just make me moody.
oh ya, i bought a hairband:)
for myself cos sometimes my fringe is very irritating.
after which, they went to tingzhi and i went home,
cos that thing that i saw just now just kept making me moody and my bag is so freaking heavy la.
sian..
im sorry guys, will meet u all tml. so long never work together le:)
hope to see u more often......
Saturday, April 19, 2008
When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there;
pushing me to the top.
You're always there; giving me all you've got.
CHORUS
For a shield from the storm;
For a friend;
for a love To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing;
'cause your love inspires me. (Yes it does)
And when I need a friend,
you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me through the night.
CHORUS
For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything; (you can rely on me)
For that one who I can run to....
I turn to you.
CHORUS
I turn to you...
lots of things happened.. but i need to thanks 1P03 guys..
thanks for the laughter ytd..
really appreciate it:)
quite stressful for during this few days..
tonnes of assignment and tutorial and sketches to be done...
need to thanks lots of ppl this few days..
especially steph and ahpeh:)
own steph too much things le..
anyway, its over le.. nth can be done to heal back everything..
haiss....
missing u.........
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
當世界只剩下這床頭燈
Friday, April 11, 2008
arghhh:) sch reopening on next monday:) shag shag shag shag:)
this week didnt work at all lor:( so bored:( miss all my stewarding staff:)
maybe im working tml:)
anyway:) i went for my orientation on thurs and fri:) hmmm:) first day was so so sian and pai seh lor:) cos im all alone then i dun know any1:( sobsob:( but after lunch everyone was getting along very well:) but i went home after lunch:) hehes:) i would had bored to death if i continue to stay there lor:) i got to know 2 friends during the orientation:) hehes:) both guai guai de lor:) surprisely, one of them turn out to be the guy who mr kamar told me to find:) so cool right:) he was already sitting next to me and i didnt realise:)
i went to fetch baby after that and had kfc wif her:) hehes:) then when to cotton on and bought clothes:) hehes:)
today i went for the orientation again:) cos i promise the sl i will come:) got briefing from the PDI lecturer:) his presentation was quite nice:) and there was a talk from our senior who just came back from his attactment:) funny guy, he also talk to me personally and told me: this course is very slacking" hahas
after that, we had games at the LT, do lots of stupid things and i began to become more havoc wif some of my classmates:) its fun:)
had lunch wif my classmates again and began to talk to them:) after home, i went home:) hahas:) so good right:) the rest need to stay til 7 but i can go home after lunch:)
hahas:)
fetch baby at rp after that and when to had dinner wif her:) after dinner we walk to heat hong to make my pants:) hehes:)
thanks baby for accompany me:) i love u:)
Sunday, April 06, 2008
sch starting soon le wors:) so fast lor:) hahas:)
we are still going for work when sch starts:)
will miss lots lots of ppl:) hahas:)
anyway, we had a large OC on monday and tuesday wors:)
this function was so grand and need lots of banquet staff:)
one drink and food server per table lor:) hahas:)
500 pax only and our hotel were using about 4 to 5 lorry to the event:)
hmmm:) the function went on very smoothly and we had alot of fun:)
however, when its time to pack and go back to the hotel. we used about 7 to 8 lorry:)
one of the lorry contain all the rubbish lor:) thats alot lor:)
we went back hotel and wash everything till 6am:) soso tiring lor:)
oh ya:) i went shopping wif baby ytd wors:) so fun:)
bought lots of stuff hahas:)
baby came to my place in the morning:) hahas:) wear my long sleeve shirt:)
so cute lor:)
hehes:)
we went to raffles city and i bought a crumpler bag:)
i took a very long time then buy de lor:) cos it cost 183 buck lor:)
so ex right:) anyway:) i bought eventually, heart pain ar:) hahas:)
its a big green colour sling bag:) hehes:)
i also bought a small grey colour nike bag for my didi:)
i very good right:) yup yup:) i know:) hehes:)
we went to bugis after that and baby bought 2 T and we went back to lot1 for dinner:)
ohohoh:) we bought snapballs too:) for our lappy:)
but we cant use it, cos its too big and our lappy do not have space:( sobsob:(
lastly:)
"PON PON PATA PON"
"PATA PATA PATA PON"
"CHAKA CHAKA PATA PON"
"DO DONDON DONDON"
this game is really fun:) try it if u know de game:)
hehes:)
Sunday, March 30, 2008
but all thanks to jimmy and the security guard:)
i just said lan jiao to amaruk then he bua song then act big fuck:)
he said:" i wan him to be out of this hotel never coming back":)
lol:)
but im going to work tml:) hahas:)
schs are reopening soon:) good luck guys:)
jiayou:)
will miss her every single day:) hehes:)
btw, sorry steph:)
cant pei u to np to collect ur lappy:)
Sunday, March 23, 2008

Tuesday, March 18, 2008
firstly:) happy 10th months anniversary to my beloved baby wors:)
hehes:) today had alot alot of fun wors:)
although the date was tiring, but we had lots of fun:) right right:)
i met baby at 730 at yew tee to have breakfast:) we ate the 2 dollar meak and then we went to slack:) then b4 going to baby house i brought my new lappy along:) hehes:) cos we are going to buy the lappy pouch:) hehes:)
we took bus 188 to IMM:) when we reached, we went to find some place to eat and i decided to bring baby to go eat SUBWAY:) she never eat b4 lor:) hahas:)
so after eating, we went to the converse shop because baby wan to buy a pair of shoes for me:) yeah:)
but hor, the shop is kind of under renovation-.- there were ppl packing and arranging all the goods:) so we went to DAISO to purchase our lappy pouch and maybe check whether got HP pouch also:) after walking we finally found the lappy pouch section:) sadly, there was only one black colour pouch:( baby took the black one and i took the light blue de:) hehes:)
after choosing, we went around DAISO and see whether we can find any nice HP pouch, but there wasnt any:( sobsob:(
we bought the pouch and went around walking lor:) ohoh:) i saw this long sleeve shirt wif the hood:) very nice lor:) i wanted to buy the black one, but baby say im more suitable to the white one:) i bought after walking around IMM wif baby for an 1 hour lor:) hehes:)
oh ya:) baby also bought a new black wallet:) i choose one hor:) actually i prefer the white one, but baby took the black one instead:) cos she didnt wan to dirty it:)
when we ask the sale lady for opinion, u know wat she said:)
( ALL IN CHINESE)
sale lady: actually the white one looks more nicer, u(kim) using this black bag right, if u use the black wallet later cannot see ur wallet cos ur bag is black but if u use the white one can find easier......
baby and I: tong!!!! DIAO!!!! -.-''' VERY COLD VERY COLD!!! argh argh argh!!!
it was so lame lor:) hahas:) but we laughed when baby purchase her wallet:)
anyway we were walking round and round IMM but the stupid converse shop is not open yet lor, so i went to ask one lady when will it be open and she said tonight:) so we left IMM and went to west mall converse shop:) i bought a converse anyway:)

my new shoes:)
thank u baby:) yup:) im done updating le:)
Sunday, March 16, 2008
hmmm:) have been working this few days lor:( have not seen my baby for 2, 3 weeks le:( miss her so so so much:( but i will see u this tuesday le:)
have been working and doing my sch thingy this few week lor:) so troublesome:) hmmm:)
firstly i have fill up lots of form, then buy my new lappy, installation of my new course the software lor, work work and now my camp form is here le:) but i decided not to go:) cos i find it boring and i rather earn money during the 4 days camp:) hehes:)
btw:) i got my new lappy and im using now:) hehes:) its a compaq presario V3788TU:) very nice to use wors:) and i only cost me 1699 bucks nia:) hehes:) this com is better than my sch one lor:)
oh ya:) i went to NP on friday and install my course the software , AND IT TOOK ME 2 HOURS TO FINISH DOWNLOADING ALL MY COURSE PROGRAMME LOR:)
after finishing downloading i rush home, changed and went to work:) hehes:) that night the function is so cool lor:) cos we got ice bar and all the seafood all place on the ice curving lor:) so big and of cos heavy lor:( cos we had to carry this ice and then put them in postion:) and too my surprise this ice curving can last for almost 5 to 7 hours lor:) so cool right:) btw:) i work till 4 am and then continue work at 9 am till 9 pm then home:)
ytd i was working in an outside catering:) and we need to carry our staff to the third floor using the STAIR ar:) siao lor:( ytd was a very tiring day lor:( need to carry ICE CURVING somemore lor:( so shag man:( but we had quite alot of fun too:) hehes:)
hmmm:) lots of unpleasent things happened this few days, but this is not going to stop our r/s right right:) iLu lots lots:)
btw, wats wrong wif u, im the one we put 2 of u together and u dun trust me meh? i just need her to accompany only then like that also cannot? wat wrong wif u? but i also had to respect ur decision. hais. u are just being paranoid, sentitve and not trusting ur gf.
i finally know how my baby feel:) baby im sorry:)
Monday, February 25, 2008
oh well:) time to update le:)
hmmm:) many things happened and i didnt have the time to update wors:)
guess wat:) my baby is pregnant:) neh:) just joking:) hehes:) joking only ar:)
hehes:)
hmmm:) chinese new year had pass:) and i had a wonderful time:) but the sad thing was that my baby went to malaysia for 3 days:) and i missed her:( oh ya:) my mum was sick during chinese new year lor:( sobsob:( and we always went out to bai nian during the afternoon lor:) hehes:) this year quite different, i hardly play cards wif my relatives lor, i play mahjong now:) so cool right:) hehes:)
after chinese new year i went back to work lor:) work work work:) ohoh:) i celebrated my valentine's wif my baby wors:) just a simple one and im sorry that i didnt get flower for her:( sorry:) after that i fetch her home and went to meet my friends to watch movie again:) hehes:)
recently, i got selected to be involved in the airshow:) and i was there was for 5 days:) to some ppl, they may think that time airshow is so amazing, but i dun find it:( cos i watched it for FIVE times le lor:) so boring, noisy and HOT:) sunday was to set up everything, then tuesday was the first day of the event:) however tuesday till friday was a trading day:) so public is not allow to enjoy the show till sat and sun:) our hotel had to serve 4 different company, which is known as, KTI, EMBRAER, AAR, and T LINK:) some company is in the exhibition hall while some is at the chalat:) i have to start work 5am in the morning and end around 8 to 9 lor:( then continue the next day:( so tiring lor:( but i earn alot alot:) hehes:) the event was still fun la:) cos i get to walk around the hall and take free gift:) hehes:)
oh ya:) i got posted to ngee ann le:) my first choice lor:) so cool right:) hehes:) goodluck and all the best to eveyone wors:) will update when im free again:) cant wait to see my baby:) muackz:)
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
lots of things happened:) firstly, I GOT MY RESULT LE:)
i got 16 points:) hehes:) but it didnt reach the target i wan:( sobsob:(
b4 taking result, i heard form mr kamar that, there were only 2 ppl wif 2 distinction in DnT:( i sian half lor:( and i took so long for my turn to take my result:( i was kind of relieve when i got my result:) hehes:)
ENGLISH 6
COMBINE HUMANS 6
MATHS 3
A MATHS 5
SCIENCE 3
CHINESE 3
DESIGN AND TECHNOLOGY 1
hehes:) im happy bcos i got an distinction for my dnt:) so cool right:) but, come to think of it, i was more worried for my baby lor:( when i baby gotten her result, there was a collective sigh of relief:) hehes:)
so, i had been thinking of wat courses to go this pass few days lor:( so stress:(
so after discussing wif Mr Kamar and scolding for baby:P i finally came to a conclusion:)
1st choice Product Design and Innovation [NP]
2nd choice Mechanical Engineering [NP]
3rd choice Mechatronic Engineering [NP]
4th choice Marine and Offshore Technology [NP]
5th choice Audio-visual Technology [NP]
6th choice Facilities Management for business [NP]
7th choice Logistics Management [NP]
8th choice Mechanical Engineering [SP]
9th choice Mechatronics [SP]
10th choice Experience Design [SP]
11th choice Information Technology [SP]
12th choice Marine Engineering [SP]
yup:) i submitted le:) hehes:) took so long to think lor:) oh ya:) ytd i went to Ngee Ann poly wors:) Nat and Shavin tag along wif me:) cos i heard my cousin that some ppl went for the DAE:) so we went there lor, but it turn out that we can do the DAE online-.- oh ya:) after going ngee ann we went back to sch and do the DAE:) very stressful lor:( so after doing that i went to play lan wif lao gao, rayson and cheryl:) then went to eat dinner wif they all and went home cos i wan to talk to baby very badly:P
good luck for everyone posting:)
Friday, January 18, 2008
but we only stayed for the first night, cos we got work on the next morning:) hehes:)
btw:) we had been working in the morning this past few days lor:) so shag man:) hehes:) ytd was the most tiring day lor:) we work from morning 7 am till next morning 2 am:) so shag lor:( after working for one whole day i only slept for 3hours:) cos i meeting my baby and going to celebrate our 8th month:) hehes:) we went to ESCAPE today:) hehes:) we were full of excitement, but upon reaching the gate was close and a sign written " MONDAY TO FRIDAY CLOSED"
wth lor:) we went all the way there, then like that:) so baby came my house instead:) so, we spend our anniversary around singapore:) hahas:) we took lots of photo today:) hahas:) so weird lor:) some are cute:P hehes:)
HAPPY 8TH MONTHS BABY:) i love u:) i pei baby buy doughtnut and i went to buy bakkwa:) hehes:) ohoh:) i saw andy at the doughnut shop and he charge us 10 bucks for 12 doughnut:) thank u wors:) hehes:)
Monday, January 07, 2008
oh ya:) baby gib me a big surprise when she said she wanted me to bring her to her work place:) she took off on that day and she came my house instead of going to work:) muackz baby:) i miss her lots lots wors:) so after seeing baby for one whole morning and afternoon, i fetch her home and i went to work:)
oh ya:) after that day , i went to take my paid and went shopping wif my friends:) i bought a slipper and a polo tee:) ohoh:) i also bought a cardigan for baby:) baby i so good right:) hehes:)
so, i pass the cardigan to baby on sat and she pei me go eat kfc:) hehes:) and i went to work lor:) nth much happened during work ba:) only after work some of us went to eat supper wif ah shun:) hehes:) he told us lots of things about sex wors:) so interesting:) hehes:)
hmmm:) i know so ppl at my working place, they are good at times but suck at times:) ytd i wanted to go to the fifth floor to look for foo wu and i told nick and eugeue whether they can help me to throw rubbish a not:) waaa, then they said i know u meh, do u know me? so i bo bian and went to throw rubbish myself lor:) but they somehow help me la:) hehes:) waa, everyone is getting their os result this month lor:( sian:) but i believe our hard work will pay off de:)
good luck ppl:)